Happiness.

I've been thinking lately a great deal about happiness and what it means to me and how I can arrive at the ultimate happiness one day. Don't get me wrong..I have nothing in my life that makes me "unhappy" per say. I just have certain aspects of life that I wish I could figure out or knew what to do with.

Happiness to me is not rare....I'm one of those girls that can be happy with the smallest of things. Happiness to me is curling up on the couch with C watching a movie! Happiness to me is holding hands with my niece and nephew or wrestling with them or putting make-up on EKate or hearing "ashie i love you too". Happiness to me is going to lunch with a good friend or a movie, a concert, anything with "good friends." Happiness is shopping or sewing with my momma. Happiness is envisioning my future wedding, my future kid, and my life in general in the future... even though it is all uncertain. Happiness is knowing I have goals and have completed other goals. Happiness is football games. Happiness is cold weather and warm rain. Happiness is days so cold you just want to curl up and read(seriously squeal when i think of this..that's how happy it makes me.) Happiness is leaves changing color. Happiness is being appreciated and loved and adored. Happiness is knowing that no matter what happens in life God has my back! That's happiness. I could go on all day long about the littles in life that make me mega happy...but the bottom line is this...happiness shouldn't be something that one should search for...happiness should be found in the small blessings in life...cooking dessert, accomplishing goals, laughter, even tears. God wants us to be happy. Find what makes you HAPPY and don't forget to appreciate it! :) Happy Tuesday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!